Trust In God Alone

the sorrow of my heart is felt less and less as the days go by
His Joy filling me slowly for i do resist
relaxation is something sought after even though it is just a myth
life is a struggle that would never end
but should we let it end ones happiness?

when a change of mind can determine life or death
why is death preferred as an ultimate solution?

at every beginning there is an end
to end struggle and start one is what seems like what often happens
but how we do it is what needs to be thought of
even though to "remember His promises and rely on His timing" is vital
it is often impossible to do it with out His help
so thank You Lord for Your persistence in keeping me fighting
fighting to do what You want over and against what i want to
thank You.