True Freedom

I am like a lost cause... walking the streets of Chico,
With many thoughts i go from wonder to yonder
with every step taken life changes but the thoughts remain
for they are life's ponders

In seldom moments we realize life's goodness,
Those moments that define life...
But in these moments prevail distractions
Which take away the definition of one's life itself...

To be sensitive to the Spirit is my caution
To not be distracted is my command...
But to reminiscent the present is my duty
To finish what i have is my desire...

Help me Lord to walk in Your precision
That i may do Your will and not my banter
For in You there is purpose
And only in Your purpose there is True Freedom...

Feelings...

Inspired everyday i come into Your presence
To learn from You, to find out more -i run to You

Days go by and months follow
Life moves from glimpse to glimpse

Everyday fully lived every month cherished -life goes on

But in a sudden... fear strikes, times change
To find out all that feeling can go away
To admit a mistake was the case

How fragile our spiritual existence?
How quickly can we be parted?
How one's action can determine life's reactions?
A physical fault can cripple your soul
A choice insignificant can predict life's senses....

Thank You Lord that, there is hope in You and not in our feelings
That we can ever stand in Your Word and not be in fear of our failures
That Your victory and peace is long lasting
Your comfort and Grace is never ending

Failures we are, made complete
Imperfect beings made victorious...
To live life and run this race
To do Your will and rest in Your peace
To accept Change and not defeat
To glorify You and live Your ways

Thank You Lord that You teach me Your ways
Your ways of change and not just feelings
That i may be moulded into the vessel You want me to be
and not the vessel that feels good to be
Thank You Lord...