I do not know...

the music in my ears are keeping me calm, in an ever revolving world of emotion and surprise.
sitting next to something which is to waste away(a garbage bin) how i wish the song would never end.
but as life and as how things are meant to be, it did...
i wouldn't have never understood it until now, neither would've i thought i about it
that it was merely a new beginning of something totally new. a surprise.
why do we dread life's endings?
is it because we dread, receiving something unpleasant?
or is it because we've learned to love or be comfortable in what we are that we dread to let it go?
i do not know....

but looking back in to our lives we will see, that the new beginnings
pleasant or unpleasant, surprising or predicted, plain or philosophical
are merely another realization that life is to live and not to survive
but why do we try to survive to the future when we have lived our past
i do not know....


dedicated to my first Romanian buddy(E.P.), why? i don't know : )